11983 December 02
I was in $P3, walking along the street by the river. The river was on my right. $Z was walking to my left. I asked him about $P7 as we walked along the sidewalk. I was worried about $F4. It seemed that there might be something wrong with him. We came to a small gravel mound near the river. I remembered this place. We had to be cautious so that no one saw us. We were sneaking down the river. I then remembered that $Z could not be seen. He would be able to walk near me without trying to hide. I asked $Z whether any one else could see him. It then seemed to me that $Z was like an imaginary friend. I wondered whether he was real. $Z said that he was real. He then told me that he was more than one animal. I did not understand him. He said that he was a lycanthrope and could take on the form of different animals. I thought that he might be like Harvy, the imaginary rabbit. I then asked $Z why he thought that he was a lycanthrope. I felt that he might be joking with me. I knew that he was a human, like me. I then remembered that i could not see him. He was always standing behind me. I did not know what to think about $Z. I did not believe that he was really a lycanthrope, but i felt curious about him.
11983 December 12
We were walking along the edge of the old road. There were cracks in the pavement with grass growing in them. To the right were some small stone buildings. We were on the outside of the large city. I thought that this place seemed like the west side of $P6, somewhere near $P7. I looked at some of the houses. They seemed really nice, but they were in terrible condition. The old stones were darkened with age, and the walls seemed to have fallen into disrepair. There was a small lawn in front of the buildings, which had not been cut in a long time. The grass was ragged, and there were weeds growing in it. $Z walked on down the road as i stopped to look at one of the houses. I thought that this place seemed like a lost city. It had been abandoned so very long ago. I imagined that i was in the highlands of the north. This was from an old norse myth. I suddenly thought that this place seemed familiar and realized that i had been here before. $Z said something about the buildings, and i felt sad that none of the people were around any more. This place was lonely. I decided that this was part of a dream. I remembered that i had dreamed about this place before. I also remembered that $Z was a character from my dreams. If he was here, then i must be dreaming. I looked down the road ahead of us. There was a large wolf standing right in front of me. I was scared at first, but soon realized that the wolf was my pet. The wolf stood, watching me. The wolf was really $Z. This was a dream. I then remembered what $F5 had said about finding yourself in a dream. I did not know what to do. I was aware that i was dreaming, but i did not know how to wake up. I thought that i should look for my bedroom and wake myself up. $Z was then a bird, but i could not see what kind. I did not know what to do. I started to feel scared. I tried to look at $Z, but my vision was not clear. I could not focus anymore. $Z was a wolf, but the wolf had wings. I thought that the wings were like an angel. I wondered why i was dreaming about angels. I thought that this must be significant and thought that i would have to remember it when i woke up. $Z was both a wolf and a bird at the same time. I might have had this dream sometime before. I wondered whether i was having a dream or remembering a dream. I felt upset.