ZUDEMA

11984 January 17

I was in a room in an office building. There was a desk near me. It was covered with papers. This place was my mother’s office, and the desk belonged to a man in her office. The man was mean, so i shuffled some of the papers on his desk. I ran from the office and came into a large parking lot. $Z was with me. It was night, and we were sneaking away from the office. I was worried that we might be caught for breaking into the building. We could see a man on a horse patrolling the grounds on the other side of the parking lot from us. We hid behind a bush. $Z told me that we should sneak around the side of the building. The man on the horse seemed very close to us. I told $Z to be quiet as the man walked by. He was a police officer. As he walked along the other side of the bushes, we walked in the opposite direction. When we came to the end of the bushes, which were at the end of the building, we rounded the corner of the building and ran down the alley. The alley was dirt, and there was a fence on one side. We were then in a large room which was well lit. I talked to $Z, asking him about the vandalism. I remembered that i could not see him directly. I thought that this must be a dream because i was with $Z. I remembered about how $Z had been a wolf. I asked $Z who he really was. I could have been working with someone who was really a spy. I asked him whether he had meant to go with me to the office. He might have been sent to follow me and pretend that he had wanted to go. $Z handed me a small piece of paper with a word on it. It said “Koyur”. I knew that it was $Z’s real name. I did not know whom $Z worked for, but i trusted that this was his name. He was not lying to me now. I looked at the name again. It seemed, for a minute, like a name from norse mythology. I thought that he had been sent by one of the spirits.